- Insight reflection 1: grief unites us and makes us whole
- insight reflection 2: the weight of the world (El mundo)
how many times do we pause and realize, that damn it was the journey that was the whole damn point, not the outcome. Not the thing we thought we needed. To realize achieving our dreams, is almost never as important as the resilience and growth gained along the pursuit. and Perhaps without the courage of getting to try on the dream in the first place, we would have never known our own expansion. To know what we are truly capable of. And therefore wouldn’t have been ready for what’s to come.
Still it is not easy to Embody something so deeply, to see it, align to it and to feel like it’s destined for you…perhaps even energetically or literally designed BY you. only for it not to work out and to feel a let down in your own guidance system that lead you to believe in this. it can take time and effort to process.
In the aftermath of the Toronto Blue Jays almost winning the World Series, the thought arises: perhaps the loss wasn’t what we wanted, but actually what we needed.
while Im not a person into Commercial sports, or news or really anything politically related, but i do like to witness our human interactions on the highest podiums, to catch Energetically how our current actions will cascade out to in the the future.
and With the Jays, it was a story of unity from the very start. the underdogs, the misfits, the buddies, the nation that thrives on togetherness. versus the the billionaires, the cheaters, the cool ones from a nation that thrives on individualism.
It seemed like, even internationally, there was support and a genuine desire for the canadians to win. So why wouldn’t the gods place the Jays in favour? let the “good guys” win for once? through some lightning strike of bad luck, a broken bat at the final swing. Made it seemed that the heartbreak was more destiny than random chance.
and perhaps that is because Heartbreak and grief unites us and make us whole. This kind of emotional balancing act is actually what heals us. Our universe, our evolution, is designed to move us closer to wholeness at all times. There’s so much to learn in grief: about ourselves, our lives, and our connections. and When it hits, it creates an opportunity to release deeper layers we’ve been carrying. sometimes without even realizing it. It’s like clearing out a deep well, not always knowing what’s coming up or where it’s from, but letting it move through anyway. In doing so, we create space for renewal, a reset of our capacity to feel, connect, and heal at the roots of what truly ails us.
perhaps without Realizing it, millions of people healed parts of themselves days following the baseball game. in western society, we often do our Grieving alone in the Shadows. So this is in a sense is radical. It’s impossible to see, but i think possible to Sense the positive ripple effect things like this will cascade into our Society and our individual lives. certainly into those players and the sport. and beyond, if you can grasp the interwoven connective nature of our Consciousness…
It wouldn’t surprise me, if there was a string of good luck, healing, happiness and good circumstances that has rippled into our threads from this collective event. In the same way, you can feel the collective burden of trauma, when something goes really wrong in our society, and you can almost feel the landslide of nature and circumstance responding.
for the Jays, A win could have created more division. Through a sense of “we’re better than you” ot “the good guys always win!” but instead, it brought even more of what it was meant to bring…unity and cohesion.
instead of mass partying or chaos and even harm, instead of celebrating winning or getting angry in loss…everyone went home safely, egos in check, filled with humility, gratitude, and togetherness. millions of people around the world, in touch with their most Sensitive emotions, and a reason to use our most potent internal cleaning and pressure relief system… crying … tears !!!
If we act with truth and honesty, with our highest self leading the charge. then even if our desires aren’t returned, even if there is sadness, even if there is grief…there’s no shame or regret. just pride, and a sense that Ultimately you wouldn’t have done anything different. In choosing to operate this way, We become a walking flame. an inspiration of change for even one traveler, whose knees are deep in the beaten path, to look up and notice.
it can be a Vulnerable process, being open to Receiving, being open to creating big goals and visions, to Revealing to others the most the honest parts of youself. It can feel like you are exposing yourself to grief, let down, and heartbreak. some feeling that perhaps it’s better not to have cared at all than to feel these things. But the key is to keep moving forward. to meet the next journey with not only a brazen, open heart, but a subtle detachment from how it all turns out. and to embrace sadness and pain as a great teacher, in the knowingness of the cycle and the Enviability of you returning to the light feelings again. the more you believe and know these natural cycles, the easier your journey will feel in the dark.
EL MUNDO! Often, we feel we must carry the weight of the world on our own shoulders. That weight we call our duty, our dream, our purpose. sometimes even the sacrifice we must make for others. sometimes the suffering we feel we deserve. And when the weight becomes too much, or when we let ourselves down, the pain only adds more weight. We carry it in the shadows, alone. Wandering lost as karmic warriors. the weight not only painful, but seemly keeping us chained to a sense of overwhelm, internally and externally.
But this is the myth. We were never meant to hold the whole world. Because no matter how hard we try, no matter how deeply we believe in ourselves or how much others believe in us, the world will eventually fall from our grasp. When we finally put it down…whether by choice or by some force greater than us..something shifts. The world does not shatter. It expands.
And when it does, through the pain, through the breaking,
we find a new world waiting. and We find others walking towards it. And many more hands offering to share the load.
Similarly, we notice this same pattern when we feel the need to step up and use our strengths to fill the gaps in others’ weaknesses. It can feel like love. an act of protection or care. but often, it’s a reflection of our own ego or fear. or perhaps even an avoidance of attending to our selves. so When we step back instead, and choose to focus on their strengths, seeing them as their source sees them. capable, resilient, whole. something shifts. They don’t shatter. They expand. instead of taking on their pain, believe in their worth.
When we root for each other, we root for ourselves. when we stop trying to carry everything and we begin to notice the weight that others are holding. In that awareness, we lighten our own.
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