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About Default Mode

Default Mode explores consciousness, healing, and human experience through the study of our default patterns and the ways they shape how we experience, adapt, change, and grow. With a particular focus on psychosomatics, mind-body integration, and the patterns and cycles of nature, it explores our innate capacities for healing, transformation, connection, and a more joyful experience of life.

Default Mode emerged from a passion for discovering what human beings are truly capable of. Beginning through a personal journey of healing and recovery, the exploration gradually expanded into a broader investigation of the patterns, principles, and forces that shape our lives.

The project explores the ways we learn, heal, create, adapt, connect, and transform. It asks questions about the relationship between mind and body, individual and community, nature and culture, science and intuition, consciousness and everyday life.

To do this requires crossing many schools of thought, histories, traditions, disciplines, and lived experiences. It is an ongoing process of studying, practicing, experimenting, listening, sharing, and participating. Slowly uncovering the common threads that weave through them all. Default Mode exists as a place to collect and share those threads through ideas, offerings, practices, stories, conversations, and tools.

Why the name Default Mode?

The name “Default Mode” refers to how, as humans, we operate in our default patterns, often totally unaware. It also refers to the Default Mode Network (DMN) of the brain, a network associated with daydreaming and getting lost in thought, where much of our sense of identity, memory, self-reflection, and imagination lives. It has also been studied that meditation actually changes the composition and functionality of this area of the brain; it is one of the only ways that we can naturally heal and reshape the grey matter in our brain.

Our default modes are useful. But they can become destructive when we are unable to bring ourselves into present awareness and understanding. The project, in a way, is a thesis-like exploration of how these patterns are formed, how they influence our experience, and how awareness can help us consciously reshape them.

The Study

At the intersection of philosophy, psychology, physiology, spirituality, and human behaviour is a fascination with the relationship between our inner and outer worlds. Much of this work is rooted in the understanding that meaningful change requires both. Working from the inside out and the outside in. Learning how awareness, compassion, accountability, and acceptance can reshape our internal landscape and ripple outward into our relationships, communities, and lives.

There is a particular focus on psychosomatics and mind-body integration. On the ways our minds, bodies, emotions, environments, and experiences are constantly communicating and shaping one another.

Nature is also part of the lens. The patterns and cycles that move through nature also move through us. Particularly the laws of duality and polarity that exist within everything, down to our molecular composition and positive and negative ions. Growth and rest. Expansion and contraction. Entropy and order. Give and receive. Breakdown and regeneration. We are not separate from these living systems. We are part of them.

Understanding these dynamics and the patterns that govern them has been a lifelong pursuit shared by countless teachers, cultures, and traditions.

The Foundation


The foundation is mindfulness, nervous system regulation, and the brains capacity for change. Looking at the brain as a central hub for rewiring and understanding both the scientific and embodied elements that influence the mind.

Often, changes start in the mind, through energy signals conducted by our emotions, and then with some time become rooted in the physical body. We often need to show the body and mind that they can make small changes and face discomfort within healing and safe containers, so these changes can be replicated in our day-to-day lives, decisions, and actions. Healing is difficult when the body does not feel safe enough to change, so the work begins with learning to listen, build awareness, work within capacity, and understand the signals of our own systems, including when our bodies are choosing known comfort over true safety. Through this, we can access healing states that work toward regeneration and alignment through our natural (or conscious) intelligence.

The project moves through core areas of somatic healing, subconscious exploration, intuitive and psychic language, higher-self connection, creativity, and shared experience, with an understanding of the Total Self as mind, physical, emotional, energetic/spiritual, and social. We address ourselves and our issues through the layers and intersections of these bodies, releasing what drains our energy, causes us to become quickly overwhelmed, or creates out-of-alignment compensations.

The approach is equal parts knowledge and knowing, and experience and embodiment. Together, they create wisdom and pathways for our systems to follow, with an understanding that changing the brain’s patterns often requires intensity, repetition, or both. Understanding who we are and where we have come from is also part of creating accountability and a clearer path forward for change.

Within this are the spiritual and mindfulness elements of learning to live with clarity, creation, and dignity through the heart’s path, and accessing layers of conscious intelligence that are always trying to point us toward wholeness. The work looks across many healing modalities and ways of knowing, accepting many truths and even contradictions, while identifying the common threads that weave between them.

The idea is to learn from many places (across modern science and ancient wisdoms) while finding our own way, staying curious and trying new things, moving away from dependency and toward greater trust in our innate abilities to heal, transform, and access more joyful experiences of life. Through small actions, we can also become a seemingly large part of transforming the world around us through our language and imagination, embodying the life and the change we want to see in the world.

Healing Is a Team Sport

At its heart is a simple understanding: we are our own greatest healers, teachers, and guides.

Many of the challenges we face arise from disconnection from ourselves, from one another, and from the natural systems we belong to. Likewise, many of the pathways toward healing, growth, creativity, and resilience emerge through remembering those relationships and learning how to work with them.

Healers are not those who heal others, but those who help others find their own way back to wholeness.

Shared voices, stories, practices, and experiences are part of the knowledge itself. Healing is something we can practice ourselves, receive from others, and participate in collectively. It is not meant to happen only in isolation or behind closed 1:1 doors. Building both a network of knowledge and healing experiences seemed like a natural progression, as wisdom comes from the combination of knowledge and experience.

Healing can happen through many pathways:

Self-healing (DIY)
Learning to understand and work with ourselves.

1:1 support (receiving)
Allowing ourselves to be held, guided, supported, and to receive.

Community engagement and experiences
Learning, practicing, sharing, and connecting together.

Helping others (giving)
Offering our own knowledge, care, presence, and gifts.

The Revolution Is Evolution

Part of this path has also been shaped by a desire to contribute to a more compassionate and liberated world.

The belief is that one of the most powerful forms of resistance to oppression is radical self-healing and love. Learning how to remain connected, aware, creative, and well in the midst of everything. To reclaim our bodies, our attention, our imagination, our vitality, and our capacity to shape our lives and support others. With this, we don’t fall as easily into the traps of control.

Ultimately, this project is an invitation to become more conscious participants in our own lives. To better understand the patterns shaping us, to develop the capacity to influence them, and to cultivate greater alignment between who we are, how we live, and what we contribute to the world.

To grease the hinges of a long-closed door, inviting the opening of what has always been there. To awaken dormant abilities, forgotten knowledge, and deeper ways of relating to ourselves, each other, and the living world.

To remember that change is not something to fear, but something we are designed for.

Role of Intuitive & Psychic Awareness

One of the greatest surprises of my own journey was discovering the power of intuition, symbolism, subconscious intelligence, and the deeper layers of awareness that can exist beyond ordinary thinking.

After years of studying systems, analytics, and probability, I became equally fascinated by the parts of human intelligence that are difficult to measure, yet impossible to ignore. Right side brain activation and expansion, that steams alot from activing flow, creativity and being more empathetic. There is a process here, of understanding energy flow (often understood through quantum physics) as well as a natural sense to believe, feel, and know the essence of things. It is a practice of coming into awareness, asking, and trusting in your intuitive ability to receive.

The intuitive and psychic component allows another form of communication and reflection to enter the space. It can bring forward patterns, symbols, emotions, memories, or directions that are not always immediately available through conscious thought alone. And are the main language of the subconscious and how we communicate with the other layers of our body that don’t, per say, speak English (or another linguistic-style language).

It is not meant to replace your own knowing. There is a sweet spot for how far rationality and logic are rooted in the obvious knowing, what can be dialed down into 1’s and 0’s, and the ability to surrender, trust and believe in something unknown to bypass the rational mind and access something deeper.

lineage and cultural awareness

Many of these teachings come from cultures and traditions that have held long-term, deep relationships with the body, nature, and consciousness itself. This space does not claim ownership over those teachings.

There is an encouragement to honour and stay curious about the origins of teachings, while also shape-shifting, creating, collaborating, sharing, and orchestrating our own designs. Healing is shared, and learning from one another is part of how we restore ourselves and the world.

When possible, it is important to uplift the voices of the carriers of these lineages and teachings, their leadership, and their continued cultural sovereignty.


AL’s story & Background

My path into this work began through a personal journey of healing, recovery, and transformation.

After studying engineering and working in strategy and operations across corporate and non-profit environments, life took a hard but necessary turn through a brain injury, chronic illness and injury, sobriety, gender transition, and the need to completely reimagine myself and my life.

I worked with countless practitioners and explored approaches ranging from neuroscience and rehabilitation to somatics, spirituality, intuitive practices, plant medicine, and traditional healing systems, always searching for the common threads between them. I found that the practitioners who inspired hope, took a more holistic view, and were open to trying different approaches were often the most effective.

The deeper I went, the more I realized that my injury had made the signals of the body impossible to ignore. The things that nourished me helped me grow. The things that depleted me caused my system to wither. I began to see how these same forces affect all of us, but show up differently across our bodies, emotions, relationships, and lives.

This sparked a fascination with understanding how our patterns form, what allows people to heal and transform, and the deeper capacities of the human mind. After years studying systems, analytics, and probability, I became equally fascinated by intuition, symbolism, subconscious intelligence, and the parts of human experience that are difficult to measure, yet impossible to ignore.

Alongside this journey, I have always been an artist, athlete, creator, and explorer. Curiosity has been one of my greatest teachers. Each doorway seemed to open another.

This eventually evolved into the work I now offer through Somatic-Intuitive Journeys, bringing together body-based healing, subconscious exploration, intuitive awareness, education, and practical tools for growth and transformation.

Most importantly, thank you to all of the teachers, guides, friends, sitters, communities, and strangers who offered wisdom, support, challenge, hope, and unconditional love along the way.

ALWAYS A STUDENT

These days, you can find me doing strategy work for non-profits, scheming and planning activism through community organizing, studying, participating in experiences, spending endless time in nature, and offering my somatic services.

Related Training

Integrated Somatic Practitioner Training
2025–2026

Professional Therapeutic Psychic Training
2023–ongoing

Spiritual Intuitive Master Coach
2023

Meditation and Mindfulness Instructor Training, Level 1
2024

Dreamworker Training
2025

Background

Chemical Process Engineer
Business Operations Manager
Strategy Analyst
Executive Workshop Facilitator
Musician and Creative Explorer
Movement and Long-Term Athlete
Traveller and Friend

In Practice / Ongoing Study

Somatics and psycho-somatics
Neuroscience and neuroplasticity
Mind-body integration
Nervous system regulation
Chronic illness, pain, and recovery
Psychology and human behaviour
Neuro-Linguistic Programming
Transformational life coaching
Meditation and mindfulness
Dream work and sleep science
Subconscious exploration
Intuitive and psychic development
Plant medicine practices, rituals, and integration
Healing modalities and traditional practices
Philosophy, spirituality, and mythology
Creative arts and expression
Nature-based learning
Community building and social change


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